I am the sort of person that always apologises, other people just don't apologise to people like me.

when wronged, I apologise
when hurt, I apologise
when I error, I apologise
when I unintentionally make a mistake, I apologise
when I angrily rage and break, I apologise
when abused, patronized, bullied, ignored, I apologise
when accused, ostracized, hurried, abhorred, I apologise
when deserved to be apologised to, I apologise
when I apologise I apologise

in the wain hope, that others will follow..

it's just Gothic emo teen wangst bullshit
you're supposed to feel like this when you're 13

it's just sappy whiny self-loading
you're supposed to feel like this when you're 16

it's just self-deprecating bleeding heart
you're, supposed to feel like this when you're 20

it's just agonising lonely otherness
you're supposed to feel like this when you're 25?

it's just a continuating open heart surgery of tears
are you supposed to feel like this when you're 35?